I’ve Found My Home

I’m not sure how to start this blog. It’s kind of been a while since I’ve written. I hope I didn’t forget how!! Sorry if you’ve been anxiously awaiting my next blog post. Also, thanks for caring about my blog…and me…and what God is up to over here.

Let me start by catching up on a few things:

At the beginning of November I was able to go to a women’s conference for missionaries in Honduras. It was put on by a team from the States and we were able to live stream a conference from Connecticut (I think). Getting to hang out with other missionaries here and hear their stories was pretty cool, and it was nice to get away for the weekend. All of the expenses for lodging, food, crafts, snacks, etc. was covered by sisters in the States. It was so sweet of them to give their money so that we could get together for a conference here. I felt very special and blessed (:

With my roommates and a few girls we met at another retreat who are also missionary teachers in another ministry!

With my roommates and a few girls we met at another retreat who are also missionary teachers in another ministry!

Last week I celebrated my first Thanksgiving away from my family. But guess what? I wasn’t even sad. Of course I LOVE my familia, and I would have enjoyed spending Thanksgiving with them, but I just couldn’t this time. So I enjoyed being here, and I had a nice day filling up on yummy food, watching movies, and hanging out with my amigas.

Also last week, we went on a day trip to Siguatepeque and the Puhlapanzak waterfall. It felt like a long trip even though it was just about 2-3 hours one way, but it was definitely worth it! It wasn’t the best weather for going to the waterfall, but it was our only day to go, and we got the park pretty much all to ourselves. We had so much fun! We went on a guided tour under/through the waterfall and up into a little cave beneath it. I felt like an adventurer. Like a reporter in the rainstorm when a hurricane is coming. Or some cool person who travels the world doing crazy things. I did not expect it to be so intense, but it really was and I had fun feeling like I was risking my life a little bit 😉 After the waterfall, we drove back to the lake and ate fresh, delicious fish (pictures below). It was my first time to be served a whole fish complete with bones and eyeballs, but I think it was also the best fish I’ve ever had. It was so good!!!

Puhlapanzak Waterfall!

Puhlapanzak Waterfall!

With Kerry & Tiff (:

With Kerry & Tiff (:

My very tasty fish...

My very tasty fish…

..and our beautiful view while eating it!

..and our beautiful view while eating it!

Our first semester is winding down and it’s an exciting time with Christmas just around the corner. My kids are still very sweet…mostly. Of course, we all have our moments. My second graders had a really sweet moment this week. A few of the kindergarteners have had a bit of a rough time. They’re so young and they’ve been through a lot of different teachers this year, so they haven’t really been able to have the consistency they need. While I was reading with my second graders, we heard one of the kindergarteners having a fit out in the hall. We decided to stop and pray for the kindergarteners to do better in class. It was so cute listening to my kids’ prayers! “God, say to him to not be crazy and to be good.” I loved seeing them volunteer to pray and being so excited about it. Being able–and encouraged–to talk about Jesus and pray in school is so amazing. I think it would really be hard to go back to a regular public school after being here–in a lot of ways.

My super second graders!

My super second graders!

I’m still very happy in Honduras. Still certain that it’s where God wants me to be. Still learning how to be a good teacher. Still working on my Spanish. And still enjoying the simplicity of living on top of a mountain, walking 5 minutes down the hill to work, and actually having to cook!

I can’t believe that I’ve been here for 4 months. Even more, I can’t believe that I’m going home for Christmas in only 16 days! I’m excited. I love being in Honduras, and it’s my home now too, but it’ll be fun to go to my other home for a little while (:

You always read about how missionaries end up not having a home and feeling out of place once they move away because they don’t belong in either place. But you know what? I don’t think it has to be that way. I think I can belong in more than one place. I think I can be happy in Honduras AND back in the States. Before I moved here, I remember listening to a song from Bethel Music called “We Dance.” There was a line that said, “It’s nice to know I’m not alone/I’ve found my home here in your arms,” and it made so much sense to me. That’s what’s true. I belong with Jesus. Whether I’m in Tegucigalpa, Honduras on top of a mountain, or in Odessa, TX–or wherever else the wind may blow me–He is my home. I’m so glad I can rest in that security. I pray that you would rest in it too!

 

Thanks for your prayers and support and care!

You are the BEST!!

Amor y bendiciones,

Lindsey

 

The beautiful view you see behind me is the one we get to see each time we go up or down the mountain!

The beautiful view you see behind me is the one we get to see each time we go up or down the mountain!

 

 

And the Adventure Continues!

Y’all, let me just say that I feel like I’m living the life! I’ve been here for a little over 2 months and I feel like it just keeps getting better and better.

Here’s a list of things that I like, that I’m grateful for, that make me happy:

1. I live on top of a mountain and it’s beautiful.

2. I live with lots of people who love Jesus.

3. It rains a lot.

4. I have wonderful roommates!

5. I get to teach sweet second and third graders.

6. I have small class sizes.

7. I get to speak Spanish and I have tons of opportunities to get better at it.

8. I’m part of a professionals group on Friday nights in the city.

9. I go to church with one of the family groups to a Spanish-speaking church every Sunday.

10. Life is more simple here.

11. Sometimes the electricity goes out.

12. We have chapel as a ranch fam twice a week.

13. I eat delicious plantain chips.

14. I started teaching a gymnastics class today for some of the kids and it was a blast!

15. One of the high-school guys is teaching me to play soccer!

16. I wasn’t terrible at soccer.

17. There are really pretty places to go on walks.

18. Sometimes the clouds are really low and they rest on top of the trees on the mountain and it’s soooo pretty.

19. I only go to the city twice a week usually, so it’s a treat 🙂

20. There’s WiFi up on this mountain so I can still keep in touch with people.

21. We have worship on Tuesday nights in the capilla. Just a few people go and we have the lights off except for some Christmas lights and we play the music loud, and I just get to rest with the Lord and be in His Presence and I love it.

22. We get to have adventures! Just a couple weeks ago, our car broke down coming back from the professionals group, so we had to hike 30-45 minutes up the mountain to get back to the ranch.

23. I’m making new friends.

24. I don’t have as much stuff as I did back in the States.

25. There are lovely cookies called Chiky’s that I get to snack on.

26. The high schoolers have started having bonfires on Sunday nights and they let me and my roomies come (because we’re cool).

27. We are reading through the Bible as a ranch fam, so I’m reading some things I don’t know if I’ve read all the way through before.

28. I’ve already gotten to go on two retreats since I’ve been here, and I’ll get to go on another one in November.

29. I feel like I’m kind of getting the hang of teaching now.

30. Donuts here are deeeeelicious!

31. I can buy a coffee granita from Espresso Americano for less than $2.

32. Everyone knows I’m not from here, which I actually do kind of like. Sometimes.

33. I don’t have to carry a purse around with me. I only take it when I go to the city.

34. People are impressed with my handwriting.

35. We don’t have a TV.

36. My roommate loves to bake delicious goodies.

37. To get to work, I just walk five minutes down a hill.

38. We don’t have to lock our doors. (But we do lock them at night.)

39. My little students hug me and hold my hand and help me carry things.

40. When I was feeling sick one day at school and I was really cold, they all took off their jackets or went to get them, and put them on me (:

I could probably go on for quite a while longer, but I think you get the point: I really like it here. Lots of times when I’m walking down to school or driving through the city or up the mountain, I just have to remind myself, “I live here.” It’s so crazy and so wonderful. I’m grateful to the Lord for having this plan for me, but I’m just as grateful to all of the people who are supporting me and making this possible. If it wasn’t for you guys, I wouldn’t be here. I so appreciate the support and the prayers! This is a great organization and such a good home for these kids who wouldn’t have homes otherwise. Thank you for supporting me so that I can be a part of what God is doing here at Rancho Ebenezer and in Honduras. You’re a part of it too!

Here are a few pictures of some things that have gone on since I last updated:

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I hung out with these girls and spent the night in their house a couple of times.

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I went to Burger King with these crazy kids who know how to have fun at the playground!

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Hiked up the mountain with these peeps after our car broke down.

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Got bit up by the no-see-ums.

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Received some beautiful artwork from my sweet students!

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Had a devotional time with this pup during our single ladies retreat.

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Had a gender reveal party for one of the couples (it’s a girl!).

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And celebrated with my students who told the truth for the whole month!

Looks like I need to update more often because it seems like a lot has happened since my last blog! I’ll try to do better next time. Thanks so much for reading!

Muchas bendiciones!

XOXO,

Lindsey

Cuarenta y tres.

For those of you who may have lost count, I’ve now been in Honduras for 43 days.

Yip yip hooray!

I have changed this cheer to say “yip” instead of “hip” because I have a new favorite store. It’s a grocery store on the first floor and a lovely craft store on the second floor. It’s a wonderful, magical place called Yip. I went through the store singing, “IIIIIIIII’ve haddd the time of my liiiiiiiiiiife, and I’ve neeeeeever felt this way before!” (You know, from Dirty Dancing (I think) and that one cruise commercial.) We found Dr. Pepper, Vanilla Coke, Trolli gummy worms, Kleenex, stencils, popsicles…awesome things. And for good prices! Win, win, win.

This past week has been quite a week for celebrating. Besides discovering the wonders of Yip, on Wednesday (Sept. 10) we celebrated Day of the Child with pinatas, pizza, soda, and some fun skits!

Here are a couple pictures from our celebration:

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Minion piñata!

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With a few of my second graders 🙂

We also celebrated 193 years of independence in Honduras! The actual independence day is today (Sept. 15), but we celebrated on Friday since today we’re out of school for the holiday. The kids dressed up in traditional Honduran clothing–the girls with beautiful dresses, long braids, and makeup, and the guys in white button-down shirts, blue jeans, bandanas, and hats. They all looked so cute!! We marched from the school up to the capilla (chapel) where we sang the national hymn, saw traditional dancing, heard songs, poems, and history, and celebrated with traditional Honduran food.

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The march up to the capilla.

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First, second, and third grade singing a song for the program.

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With one of my sweet third graders.

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Our principal with the kids.

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My roomies and friends.

We had a half-day on Friday since we just had the Independence Day Program, so my roomies and I took a tiny vacation and stayed in a fancy hotel in the city for the night! We were celebrating all kinds of things: Independence Day, Day of the Teacher (September 17), and Amanda’s upcoming birthday! It was really nice to be able to get away for a night and just chill. We’re getting plenty of time to rest and recharge with a day off for Independence Day and another day off for Day of the Teacher. This week we’ll only have 3 days of school!

I’ve still been attending the professionals group at Impacto on Friday nights and I go to their Sunday morning service as well. It’s not the same as my church back home of course, but it’s a solid church with great people, and I’m glad to be a part of it!

Prayer Points: We lost one of our teachers last week due to some personal problems, so we’re in need of a new high school teacher. Please be praying that God will bring the exact person we need and that the students won’t fall behind in their work. One of the students who is finishing his last semester of schooling is taking a medical school entrance exam (something like that) next weekend that’s really important, so please pray for him too! And lastly, we got a new baby this week! He is 18 months old (but he looks more like 6-8 months). Please pray that he’ll bond with his mentor parents and counselors and that they’ll have wisdom in loving him and taking care of him.

Thanks for keeping up with me and all that’s going on here!

Thank you for your support!

I’d love to read any comments or answer any questions that you have!

Peace out, y’all!

XOXO

Lindsey

First Week of School!

Buenas!

I’ve been in Honduras for almost two weeks now. I came for two weeks last summer and one week this year in June, but soon I’ll beat my longest stay—by a lot. Yay!

We started school this week, but only went Wednesday through Friday. It was really nice to start out with a short week to get to know my students a little bit and see what changes I needed to make. Right now I have five students in third grade and four in second. Soon I’ll have five–and maybe six–in second! Surprise, surprise, but kids in second and third grade have short attention spans. I realized on the first day that I didn’t have enough planned for them. I did student teaching with a second grade bilingual class, so I have a little experience, but I’ve never had my own class or started out the routines and everything at the beginning of the year. All that to say that I’m new at this, so I’m learning too 🙂 I appreciate that I’ll have to put some thought and creativity into making learning fun and engaging for my students. If there were no challenge at all, I wouldn’t have anything to work on. So hopefully I’ll keep up that attitude!

I have some very sweet little students and I’m so thankful to be here and have the students that I do, and have this opportunity to love them and teach them and pour into them. I want to do a good job, but I know that I have so much room to grow and things to work on. I know that I need to be purposeful in seeking the Lord and praying for my students and asking for the Lord to give me His heart for them. Please pray for me to be wise and spend my free time well.

Speaking of wisdom, that’s our theme in my class this year! I brought a lot of owl decorations for my room, so when we were encouraged to pick a theme verse, choosing one about wisdom made sense. Our verse is Proverbs 15:14 which says, “A wise person is hungry for knowledge.” I’m really hoping that as I teach my students how to be wise and make wise decisions, that I’ll grow in wisdom as well.

On a note unrelated to school, I went to a young professionals group at one of the churches here last night. I was really tired after a long three days at school ;), but I wanted to go to the group because I really want to get involved in a church and small group and have connections outside of the ranch. I was wrestling about whether I should stay home and rest, or just go ahead and go to the group, but I just couldn’t feel peace about staying home…so I went! Even on the way there, I felt peace and joy about it and knew that going was the right choice. We got there early so I sat and journaled for a little bit before we started and talked to a few people. There were some very kind, welcoming people! I know quite a bit of Spanish, but I’m definitely not an expert, so when I found out we were playing a game of CatchPhrase with “professional words,” I was a little worried. People were allowed to explain to me in English though and when it was my turn they found easier words for me (like phobia and columnist), so it worked out! Their annual retreat with university students and professionals is next weekend, and Kim–who I went to the group with–had signed up, but is going to have to miss it unless something changes because she needs to stay with one of the little boys who is having a tonsillectomy. She said I could take her spot if I want to, and I feel like God worked it out for me to happen to be invited the week before their retreat, so I’m going to a retreat next weekend! Even though it’s a little scary for me to just jump right into something brand new. But, I think it’s gonna be good! Please pray that it’s wonderful and that I let God do what He wants to do in my life. And that I let God do what He wants to do in my life in general 😉

Peace out girl scouts, and thank you for keeping up with me and supporting me!

Here are some pictures of my classroom:

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And one of my little students:

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I’ll take more pictures of everything and post them soon!

XOXO

Lindsey

 

 

What a Wonderful Whirlwind

Hello from Honduras!!!!! I made it!

Did I cry when I left? Yes. But not a ton. I said goodbye to my family and friends and then went up the escalator without looking back, hoping that that would keep me from crying, but I cried a little waiting in line for security and a little bit on the plane. Have I cried since I’ve gotten to Honduras? Yes, but only out of happiness!

I’m so glad to be here and so thankful for everything that has happened leading up to this point. It’s crazy all the ways that God has provided and worked everything out. I can definitely devote a whole blog post just to the provision during this fundraising process!

So that’s what I’m going to do!

(Maybe in another post I’ll write about all the ways that I can see how God has been preparing for this, but right now I’ll just focus on the past couple of months.)

I came to visit the ranch in Tegucigalpa (where I am now) the second week of June. It was kind of weird being here because I knew I wasn’t just coming for a fun trip or a week of mission work, but I was coming to check out the place I could spend the next two years of my life. That was less than two months ago!

I came home, had a week to wait while the people of World Gospel Outreach prayed about having me come and gave me a chance to digest everything and see if I still felt like I should come. Really though, I didn’t need any time. I didn’t feel a huge YES from God, but I didn’t feel any kind of “no” either. And my “policy” I guess is that if it’s a good thing, go for it unless God says “no” or shows you in some other way that it’s not his plan for you. That’s how I ended up coming to Honduras for the first time last summer. I found out about the mission trip and I thought it sounded really cool, but I didn’t really feel like God was calling me to go. But you know what? He called ALL of us when Jesus gave the command to go out into all the world and make disciples. We all have a clear call! As I was driving home after the information meeting for the mission trip, I started thinking, “Why shouldn’t I go? This is a thing that would be pleasing to God and Jesus already told us to go, so I should go unless for some reason he tells me no!” Anyways, that time and this time I didn’t feel a “no” from God and I felt peace in my heart about the decision, so I went with it.

I got the “nod” from WGO about a week after visiting. Then I went to church camp, went to my grandparents’ house for 4th of July, went to Colorado for a conference, and then went to visit my friends and their new baby in Virginia. I traveled for about a month! I came home from Virginia and saw that there were only two weeks left until I needed to leave to get to Tegucigalpa in time for teacher training! Of course during the time of traveling I had started sending out letters and everything, but it was just amazing how God provided my support so quickly! It confirmed that this really was his plan for me and that he wanted me here. I’m still not at 100% of my goal, but I needed 80% to come, and I was at 84% when I left. (Now, I think I’m at about 87%!) In a matter of about 6 weeks, I was able to get all the support that I needed to come. And I know that I didn’t get it because people think I’m super cool; it was God’s plan so he worked it out!

He provided everything that I needed exactly when I needed it. My car was in and out of the shop four times in about a month’s time. I would start to worry, but then I had to remind myself to trust God and give it to him, and he took care of it. I was able to pay for the first two visits with money we’d gotten from insurance about a year before when some person who I’m guessing does not know Jesus keyed my car, and then of the other two occasions, one turned out to be a really minor problem when it looked like it was something big, and the other was something else that ended up just costing us the diagnostic fee. I was planning on selling my car, but we didn’t get it all cleaned up until Friday before I was going to leave. We posted my car on Craigslist Friday afternoon and we sold it Saturday morning for our full asking price in cash!! And the people who bought it said it was an answer to prayer for them! For us too, y’all! It was pretty crazy. And pretty cool how God answered both of our prayers with one occasion. Two birds with one stone! Our God is efficient 😉 Another super crazy thing that happened during my fundraising time was that I got a check in the mail from UTPB–after I’d graduated–for $800. Seriously, how does that happen?! There were so many moments like that and they were so encouraging to me! It’s so good to follow God’s plan because he makes his plans happen. And when something doesn’t happen how you were expecting, you don’t even have to freak out because it’s not your plan and not your responsibility. You follow God, but He’s the one who clears the way and actually makes things happen. I’m so grateful that I can put my trust in Him and rest assured that He’ll lead me where I need to go.

Speaking of that, it was last year in Honduras when I heard “Oceans” by Hillsong for the first time. You probably know the lyrics, but I’m gonna type them out for you anyway.

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders/ Let me walk upon the waters/ Wherever you would call me/ Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander/ And my faith will be made stronger/ In the presence of my Savior

Really, y’all? How fitting is that?! I still remember riding through the streets of Honduras, sitting next to Marc on the busito and hearing that song for the first time. I didn’t know at that moment that I’d be back here to live, but I love looking back and seeing how God was preparing my heart even then and letting sweet memories like that happen for me to look back on. God is so good! I’m so thankful to be here, and I’m so thankful to all of you for joining with me to make it possible.

 

Peace & Love,

Lindsey

 

 

Bienvenidos!

Welcome to my first blog! And my first blog post.

This is the place I will share my every thought and feeling.

So sit on down and settle in!

Just kidding 🙂

I will share some thoughts and feelings, but I won’t bore you to death with every little thing that runs through my mind. The plan is for people to like reading my blog, so I’ll do my best to make it enjoyable.

I decided to start blogging because I’m planning on moving to Honduras in August and I want to keep people updated on what’s going on there–and now, before I leave, what’s happening here in the good old U.S. of A as I’m raising support and getting ready to go.

Raising support is kind of scary. I’m moving to Honduras to teach at an academy that’s part of an organization called World Gospel Outreach. It’s not a paid position though, so I have to find people who are willing to partner with me by donating to me monthly. These people will make it possible for me to move to Tegucigalpa and do what God has for me there. I seriously cannot do it on my own.

Which is kind of cool, actually…

If I got a job here and saved up for a couple of years, I could make enough money to move to Honduras and support myself for a little while. That wouldn’t be a bad thing. However, God wants me to go now, and I think it’s better to do things with other people, so I’m going the support-raising route. If I just do it all on my own, no one else gets to be involved with me. Yeah, they could still hear about what I’m doing and care about it, but it’s not the same as actually investing and being a part of it. I really don’t want people to just give me money to give me money. If you feel like you should support me but you don’t care that much about what I’m doing, I’ll still gladly accept your support, but I really want people to connect with what I’m doing, care about it, and genuinely want to be involved.

One of my biggest fears in raising support is that I’ll share my story with people, tell them all about Honduras, and they’ll be interested in what I’m doing and excited about it, but then when I mention that I need support, they just tell me again what a great opportunity it is and wish me luck. Please, please, please, if you can help, help! It makes me think of the scripture in James 2 that says:

14 What good is it, dear brothers and sisters, if you say you have faith but don’t show it by your actions? Can that kind of faith save anyone? 15 Suppose you see a brother or sister who has no food or clothing, 16 and you say, “Good-bye and have a good day; stay warm and eat well”—but then you don’t give that person any food or clothing. What good does that do?

17 So you see, faith by itself isn’t enough. Unless it produces good deeds, it is dead and useless.

I know that I sure haven’t given to people every time that I should have, but being in the situation that I’m in, these verses make a lot more sense to me and I can really connect with what they’re saying. Don’t just “hope” something will happen if you can actually be a part of making it happen. Get in there and do something! We can apply this to a lot of areas in life. I can apply it to wanting to be disciplined. I have a lot of trouble with that, but I do have control over it, so instead of just saying all the time, “I really want to be disciplined,” I could take some steps and work on changing some habits so that it can happen! Basically, words and thoughts are not enough by themselves. Yeah, we all wish there weren’t little kids starving in Africa and all over the world, dying of preventable diseases, but unless we decide to do something about it, it’s going to keep on happening.

Anyways, I could make this a really long post if I go into all of the things going on in my mind, but I’ll refrain and save those things for another time. (I hope to use some higher level words–like “refrain”–in my blog to make me sound smarter. But really, just to take it to the next level, you know, and be professional-like ;))

 

Thanks for reading my first post 🙂

I hope it wasn’t boring and that you’ll come again.

I also hope and pray that you’ll connect with me and be excited about this too!

Let’s be people with faith that produces good deeds!

 

If you want to check out the organization that I’m working with, you can go to www.wgoreach.com

If you’d like to donate to me, follow the link above, choose “Donate” at the top,  the fourth rectangle “Support Our Missionaries” on the next page, and then choose my name “Lindsey Speer.” If I can get a direct link to work, I’ll put it on my next blog!

If you’d like to email me with any questions or some thoughts to share, my email address is lindsey.speer@wgomission.org

Peace!